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and never again can he be alone

Schwartz Benne Blaster
28 November 1985
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Born Thanksgiving 1985.

Here on this blog? She writes about work, about friends, about bad movies and history and obnoxious room-mates. Or stuff that should be TMI but isn't, trips and good food and books and video games and sports. Lots of sports. Mainly football, hockey, and rugby. Occasionally, she'll write fiction but it's bad so don't worry about it and just skip it.

Resides in Oldsmar, FL.

She also crush you like tiny clown car, no?

Vi Veri Veniversum Vivus Vici.

Video Game/Internet aliases:
Kanat Attia - Final Fantasy XIV | Sargentas | Miqo'te-Keeper of the Moon | Conjurer (Active)

Kanat - World of Warcraft | Scarlet Crusade Server | Tauren Druid (Retired)
Kanatlu - World of Warcraft | Scarlet Crusade Server | Tauren Paladin (Retired)
Kanatshu - World of Warcraft | Scarlet Crusade Server | Pandaren Mistwalker Monk (Retired)
Kanat Vakaria - Guild Wars 2 | Fort Aspenwood Server | Charr Necromancer (Ret)
Elispey Vakaria - Guild Wars 2 | Fort Aspenwood Server | Sylvari Ranger (Ret)
Nymeria Vakaria - Guild Wars 2 | Fort Aspenwood Server | Norn Guardian (Ret)
Kanat - Tera | Ascension Valley | Aman Priest (Ret.)
Elimann - Tera | Ascension Valley | High Elf Beserker (Ret.)
Peynelso - Tera | Ascension Valley | Human Ranger (Ret.)
Kanat - Final Fantasy XI | Asura | Mithra DRG sub SAM (Ret.)
Sly - Final Fantasy XI | Asura | Mithra THF sub NIN (Ret.)
Kanatanor Mimirskoll - Lord of the Rings Online | Brandywine | Human Lore-master (Ret.)
Rahella Madodowem - Lord of the Rings Online | Brandywine | Hobbit Minstrel (Holding Pattern)
Kanat - Rift | Keenblade US | Defiant | Kelari Cleric [Purifier-Warden-Sentinel] (Ret.)
Darth Kanat Fedele (aka Darth Vox) - Star Wars: The Old Republic | Server Jedi Covenant | Sith | Pureblood | Inquisitor | Sorcerer | Healer | Dark V (Ret)
Cthylla Fedele - Star Wars: The Old Republic | Server Jedi Covenant | Sith | Chiss | Imperial Agent | Healer | Light I (Ret)
Kanat - Diablo III | Monk | Email for RealID (They'd have to patch in "fun")
Coagula - Deviantart
Nymiria Shepard - Mass Effect 1, 2, & 3 | PC | Paragon Spectre | Liara ME 1 | Garrus ME 2 and 3 | Destroy Ending
rubric-kolinahr - tumblr | Poster of Shakarian, Miami Dolphins, Manning Brothers, Clay Matthews, Jeff Saturday, Premier League Rugby, Avengers, Thor, and black and white history pictures.

Real life titles:
Programmer (HTML, Regular expressions)
Offensive lineman, Blue Wave football team based in Melbourne(since 2005)
Former trumpet band nerd and still proud
Former MCJROTC battalion commander and still proud
Human Star Trek Trivia machine

I've seen it all. No, really. Elementals, demons, naga, dragons, a few gods and machines and I'm supposed to be scared of statues now? - Kanat Skytotem, Tauren, Feral Druid

I went out to save the world but turns out...it doesn't want to be saved. The Light has a hard time shining in the darkness and I've come to realize, so do I. - Kanatlu Skytotem, Tauren, Retribution Paladin

Well, isn't this fun! A whole new world to explore! I wonder if they have cake? I love cake! - Kanatshu Mishu, Pandaren, Mistwalker Monk

Partner? I need no hunting party. I have Khocha and wyverns no complain. - Kanat Tragon, Mithra, Dragoon sub Samurai, server Asura. Final Fantasy XI

If you think I care about your little Empire or your pitiful Order, you are quite mistaken. - Kanat Fedele, Sith Sorcerer, Star Wars: The Old Republic.

The world changed five years ago. I decided I had to change too. And if it's for the better...well...that's not for me to judge. - Kanat Attia, Conjurer, Final Fantasy XIV

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They kept saying "How did a Turian like that end up with a woman like her?". Funny thing is, I don't have an answer for them either. Maybe it's because you're crazy and have a soft spot for vigilante Turians with scars. - Garrus Vakarian


I know we didn't win 'the big one'. That'll always be a regret of mine. But I don't regret a single moment as a Miami Dolphin. Not one. - Dan Marino, #13. Dolphins fan for life.

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The minute I'm just hanging on, just playing for the sake of playing, I'm done. It's about knowing when you're done and making your peace with it. But I'm not done yet. - Peyton Manning, #18. 2nd favorite QB of all time.

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Outside of the locker room, I don't care what anyone else says. This isn't a business where you can be worried about what other people think. I believe in myself and my team believes in me. That's all I care about. - Eli Manning, #10. Patriot Slayer and boo. Do not hurt my boo.

Neil Gaiman is amazing. His universes not only entertain, but give you hope. And hope in today's world is in short supply.

Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it. George Santayana (1863 - 1952), The Life of Reason, Volume 1, 1905

'Whenever you feel like criticizing anyone', he told me, 'just remember that all the people in this world haven't had the advantages that you've had'-The Great Gatsby; F. Scott Fitzgerald.

Without humor, a sports fan is a religious fanatic. Without humor, a newscast is a terrible, depressing, unpalatable thing. - Keith Olbermann

If you talk too much, you hear nothing. - Jon Stewart

We all can be only who we are, no more, no less. - Mother Confessor Kahlan, Sword of Truth, Terry Goodkind

A dead man begs you to remember; a warrior's ultimate act is to lay down his sword. - Nameless (Jet Li), Hero

Beneath this mask there is more than flesh. Beneath this mask there is an idea, Mr. Creedy, and ideas are bulletproof. - V, V for Vendetta

Each of us... at some time in our lives, turns to someone - a father, a brother, a God... and asks...”Why am I here? What was I meant to be?" ... It knows only that it needs. But, like so many of us... it does not know what. - Spock, Star Trek: The Motion Picture

We can't control how everyone else acts, Garrus. Only how we act. - Commander Shepard

Play every game as if it's your last. - Derek Smith

Only the Phoenix rises and does not descend.
And everything changes.
And nothing is truly lost.

-Master Li, in Sandman: The Wake</div>
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